Megan, I was too sad to say what I needed to say a few days ago at the funeral. But, I'm so sorry. I'm never gonna be quite right about any of this. You were very important to me for so long. 10 years is a long time to know and love a person. We didn't always have the happiest times, but, who does? We had a wonderful boy, and a lot of fun. I'm going to miss you every single day of my life. I'm sorry I wasn't around more towards the end, but, I'm happy that I could tell you how much you meant to me right at the end. I love you, I always will. I'm going to miss you every day. Rest assured, our boy will be fine, and I'll always make sure he remembers and thinks about his mother on those special days. I will always love you. I regret all the bad. And, most of all, I can't wait to see you again. I don't believe in all the mumbo jumbo, but, if it's real, I want a big hug when I get there to see you. You left us WAY TOO SOON. That's not fair at all. You never deserved that. I love you, be well.